My boyfriend's great: he's so cool, caring, and he takes care of me. But we've been together for years now, and I can't decide whether or not I'd be better off without him. I'm on the brink of leaving, but I'm afraid. So, I'm going to give myself this summer to think about it. It's not fair to be with him only because I haven't met anyone better. That's not entirely true though: I'm smitten. I idolize him like a rock star, which probably is my main problem. It's like being in prison with your favourite rockstar and all you do is fight. I wonder if love is enough. I wonder if I'll wake up and realize that there's an open door to this prison, and I only have to walk out to leave.